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IstoChath
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Hi visitor. Have a dr. pepper, and a smile, and shut the fuck up.











10,10, 2010

Waking up again

The jitters, it's a condition. Nervous energy and short tempers flare up with no real understanding as to why. Life is kind of like riding a wave of emotions. I don't brace for much external these days, and the reason is I'm far too focused inward. The same person is here, but preoccupied with bouts of inward conflict I'm not too worried with the opinions of others.



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This song defines My nightmares fairly well. Pet, by A Perfect Circle.


Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window

Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep




























Someone on whom I can’t help but rely. The rest of you have Me severely confused so until you get your shit straight I really can’t add you as special somefuckingbodies.



MortuaryRose
You usually scare the pants off of most men. You’re a force and I admire that… Now… can you please put down the knife?









AzureFae
If I ever love someone I always face having to set them free.



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An angel returns to heaven... and I am going to hell.
My Mother passed not too long ago. Take some advice, there is nothing that your mother can do that will lighten the blow of her loss. No wrong, no right. This is not My first great pain, but it is, thus far, the most powerful suffering I have ever felt. If you hate her, love her, it doesn't matter. When she is gone something inside you dies with her. Make peace, now, before it's too late.


Guilt is consuming Me. I'm so very sorry I gave up on you so many times. I'm going to hell for this, Momma... and I accept this conviction. Please, despite the hell we've both lived, please rest in peace.



















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