And say it for me, and I'll leave this life behind me. *sits down* I dont know what I'm doing now. My story is going good everyone likes it I read webcomics, I live a easy life at my house working on the yard, I dont know, how much more to put out. I want to tell everyone a story now, so you can udnerstand ME, of who I am. three years ago, I feel like I've told this story for so much longer. I met the most wonderfull person, I always stayed with her, I always made her laugh and smile, I loved to make her laugh and smile, and she loved both, I loved how when she smiled, or when she laughed with me, not ever at me how my heart would warm, I always loved to look at her smile, into her eyes and know that ever time she looked at me we never had to touch each other, we were already above that, we already knew we loved each other, and in the night we could look up at the stars, and we would find and teach each other constalation. ((teach, me wrong from right)) I would hug her everytime I could, I would see our diffrence, my body as hard as rock, and hers as soft as water, she would always show me her new clothes, and sit beside me when I was tired. and I would listen to her sing from the shadows. I loved her tan skin in the sunlight and how she would tell me how funny I am, her smile. But one day we were walking togther, a year later, and she told me "I hate you" I stoped...And tried to actully hear what she said and turn it into "I love you" but thier was no doughting what she just said and I limped home to weak and I died. When I awoke... I stayed in a dark room for three months in a row listening to music, Nearly or almost never comeing out, hopeing I would die barely eating almost never drinking. Death, no matter how much I wanted it, it never came, thats why I'm so sad. I'm falling. I was reborn. As Black Jack. Thats my name, the name I gained from the darkness, the darkness from wence I came, when I was reborn, I could see things normal couldent see, even what mediums couldent, I could feel what they never could, I could see more then anyone wanted, now sometimes when I look back or when I'm looking ahead, everything fades to darkness, my arms become so heavy, I cant lift them my legs bend and almost brake down so heavy I cant walk, I wish everytime that feelign comes I can DIE...Everymintue of my life I want to loook further but the shadows will even be in my death, the light will never show again, and when I see the ghosts, that people would cry and run away from, I smile and raisse my hand, to shake, I'm not every of anything anymore. If I die, I'll die, and I'll be more happy then anyone else. When I see the darkness, when everyone else is afraid I go forth. I have no more love to give to this world, the one I loved so much took it away, I cant even love myself anymore, I olny wish someone like god can come to me and give me what I lost.