the most important boys ever


joshua : i know that you are now dead , but i just wanted you to know that i love you more then anything in this entire world and that i miss you so much . if i could find a way to turn back the clock and bring you back for you to live , i would do it, even if it did change everything in life .

christopher : big brother , the biggest of them all, and when i say that i mean in age (: no worries . i love you oodles and you live so far away, but you the best . still looking out for me even from the other side of the country . yay for you . i miss you every time you are gone , but i love you lots and lots so that is all that matters !

samuel : my boyfriend , the one person in this world who can make my really sad days become happy , in just a heart beat . he is the most amazing guy out there . He is a great boyfriend , but just as good of a friend . So go an add him !

jordan : my brother . haha, my gay brother . just jokes . i love this kid lots . he is a great person and even better to talk to . cheers for you big brother ! you help me through lots with millions of laughs when i need them most . congrats on being great !

trevor : my little brother from a different mother . oh how i love you so much . you are the greatest little kid around and i am so very glad to call you my brother , even though you have the biggest crush on my best friend and it gets slightly annoying , i still love you , and i will try to help you anyway i can .